a cluster f**k of emotions haha

so 2day was interesting 2 say the least. i woke up so exited because my hubby will b home this month. i was just ecstatic . and i got a email from him! so that made it even better! well as the day went on i was getting more and more stressed . i guess all the end of deployment emotions really started hitting me 2day. i am stressed and sad and happy and scared and anxious and ahh ya basically a cluster fuck of emotions. haha more then i can handle . plus remmi has been screaming for like 3 days straight and i am soooo stressed and pushed 2my limits with everything well i was supposed 2 get my 4th tat but the tat place was closed and i couldn't go. so i went up 2 my moms and we were just picking at each other and ended up having a big fight. wont get in2 that though. i come home and am just so pushed 2 my limits i wanna start crying ugh. well my daughter is in bed and i could really use a drink but i have no alcohol in the house! hahah. but ya i am just blah! lol. my day was just ya . ugh. i wish i could fall asleep for the next few weeks. i am so ready 2 b in his arms and kiss him and just b able 2 look in his eyes and tell him i love him.thank God he will b home this month!!!!