feel like im losin it

well i have knows we are moving for quite some time but its only 2 week away now. we are leaving everything our daughter and i know, we are going somewhere we dont really know anyone. my hubbys fam is about a hr and a half away but other then that we have nothing.when my huby was offered this job i jumped on the opportunity to have him home for 3 full years! i have never spent more then 6 uninterrupted months with him. out of 3 years we have only spent about 13 or 14 months together. so having him home for 3 years is amazing to me. remmi will finally get to know her daddy and i will get to have the love of my life next to me every night and every morning. i am just getting so stressed and scared and not wanting to leave my family.my little sisters are my best friends my parents helped raise remmi well sam was deployed.i just don't know what i am going to do with out all of them.i am going to leave all my friends and attempt to make new ones which isn't easy for me.shoot i have never lived more then 30 min of were i grew up scene i was 11 how will i know how 2 get to Ross to shop haha.. guess that's what GSPs r for right . haha.i mean sam and i will finally start trying for a second baby when we get all settled in to our NEW 3 bed room 2 1/2 bath house! hah* I'm a lil exited about that * but what will i do with out my mom when i am so sick i cant get out of bed, and i am so emotional and down she would usually take me 2 get new maternity cloths or stuff for the baby but i wont have that . i wont have my friends to go shopping with me. i dunno i am really getting scared and nervous. but i guess this will be a good new start, with sam finally being home *some what for good* and trying 2 have another baby, we can all grow and learn and experience this new place together. i just need to try 2 stay positive...