about me

well i am a 20 year old stay at home mom and a US Marines wife. i have been with my hubby sense i was 17 and we have been married 2 years . we found out we were having are daughter 3 weeks after we got married. we couldn't have been happier. she is 15 months now. she is my whole world. she is absolutely amazing. my hubby and i have been together for 28 months and have spent 10 of those physically together. haha so the majority of are relationship we have been separated either to iraq or training. he is currently deployed doing his second tour of duty he will be home in around 4 weeks! i couldn't be happier . my life is so hectic and crazy. i have basically only ever been a single mom because my hubby has only seen his daughter 6 weeks of her whole life. she hasn't seen her daddy sense she was 5 1/2 months old. he lift this little baby and is coming home to a kid. i am so scared that things with them will be hard. that it will be hard for them 2 bond and have a normal relationship, but on the same hand i don't they play pick a boo on the web cam and she asks me were her daddy is and knows his voice and his face . she is always kissing his pic and the comp when he is on. my life is not most peoples normal by any means but its my normal. i am used to saying see you later never good bye every few months. i am used 2 going threw my days hoping 2 get a letter or a phone call. i am used to having to be mommy and daddy. praying 50 billion times a day that my hubby will come home is just part of my day.

so many people ask my why i do it . tell me i schouldnt have to go threw what i go threw. but i am so proud to . my hubby is a American hero. he fights so yours don't have to. he is so much stronger then any man i know. he is beautiful in so many ways and i would never change anything . yes it sucks and i cry alot and i stop breathing and my heart races when i hear 2 car doors shut outside of the door bell ring but i am proud because my hubby is a Marine. he is a true hero.

if anyone has questions about what i go threw ever day or anything fill free to ask i will be blonging alot more as my days start to seem so long waiting for my love 2 return