overwhelmed

wow well i am just so overwhelmed with like fight now .never did i think any of this would b this hard. and its so much all at once. i thought the transition of him coming home would b easy its so hard, trying 2 get used 2 each other and figuring out how 2 shair responsibility how 2 balance money and all this. i have been head of the house for so long now and i have raised remmi my way her whole life and its hard having all this change i have had my way of everything and its all turned upside down now.i love having him home don't get me wrong but its just so hard sometimes. and trying 2 get him used 2 being a dad and not to a new borne to a 1 1/2 year old. trying 2 get 2 re know him and relearn him its all so hard, i feel like he feels that he doest fit in are lives anymore and he is so separated from us so distant its all so hard. i don't know and on top of it all we find out we aer f****d on my truck and in the long run will b better off trading it in or selling it but will b so upside down and all pulse its just one thing after another braking on the damb thing and i really do need a new more power full truck for MO and i need something bigger cuz we will end up having more kids sooner then later and all. and i am so stressed with this move, like i thought i wanted it and i thought it would b easy but i am dreading it . i dont want 2 leave my fam and friends and i don't wanna leave the beach and all. and i dont even know that we will have a house cuz we are 96 on the waiting list and we need a house in 3 months and its just all really stressing me out and on top of it all remmi screams probably 90% of the day and is always crying and screaming and its all just really getting 2 me. i have way 2 much going on and i feel like i have no help or compassion from anyone and i hate it...